Nothing's easy

I'm having one of those "WHAT SHOULD I DO WITH MY LIFE DAYS". You ever have those?
Should I get married and settle down and try to own a house?
Should I worry about 401K?
Would that be selling out?
Should I just try really hard to live in the present?
Am I still an artist.
Do artists suck?
Should I move back to Milwaukee to be close to my friends?
Are people in Milwaukee too sensitive for my sense of humor?

Why does eveyone talk so loud?
Will I still be questioning everything no matter what I do, or where I live?

I'm tired and my roommates are having some sort of weed fest with their ex-boyfriends downstairs. THEY WONT SHUT UP! I have no escape. I am trying to play Smog really loud as to drown out their voices, and calm my nerves.
Next, I'm going to try to meditate really hard in hopes of proving to myself that I am strong willed and can overcome any obstacle without losing consentration.
Basically, I'm going ot try focus.